I have always been a free and creative spirit. As a child and young adult I didn't know how to channel that drive into something productive, so I wandered. I floated. Never truly grasping my purpose or understanding any talents I may have been given by God.
In my early twenties, I became a wife and in two and a half years, I had three babies. To say I was overwhelmed is an understatement. They were my identity and I was incredibly proud. I never thought about my desires in those early years and was more than content to pour myself into my family. But as any creative spirit knows, the ache to create never goes away. It may lay dormant for a season, waiting for a chance to bloom, but eventually it resurfaces with a craving and appetite like no other.
I grew up in a very traditional family. I watched my mother sacrifice her needs for EVERYONE. She was the last person considered yet gave the most. And when it became my turn to do the same, I knew I was supposed to accept the challenge with honor. And I did just that. For many years that was enough and I found it to be incredibly joyful. But the years of giving selflessly took it's toll. I felt empty, then resentful, then ashamed for even feeling those things. Giving everything to my family was supposed to be so fulfilling. I mean, it was for my mom. Was I being selfish for even thinking this way?
This is when my art journey truly began. I finally had something that was mine. And it was fulfilling in a way I'd never known. As women, wives and then mothers, we matter too and in order for us to take care of the ones we love with all of our being, we also have to take care of ourselves. Painting allows me to do that.
I'm a self taught artist and have been working on my craft now for eight years. I have an art studio in my home in Charlotte, North Carolina. I do my best to paint daily while still juggling life and the successful launching of my three babies that are now 20, 21 and 22.
I want my paintings to be more than just "florals". I desperately want them to evoke emotions and have you see something more than pretty roses. I want them to be a feeling captured on canvas.
I thank God for being able to live in a time when I no longer have to wear only one label. That it's no longer considered selfish to chase after dreams. That I can continue to pursue my passions and have a career as an artist. When I get time to paint, it nurtures my soul. I am blessed and fulfilled because of you!
Thank you from my heart!
Amy
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Me with my young family
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